SETTING THE SCENE
I was at our friends’ home for a pig roast—kosher, I know. For some reason, I felt moved to take a photo of the smoked pig before we cut into him. I told my friend, Karen Brass (see Noteworthy Story March 2012 and What’s New?), that the photo would likely end up in a blog. Karen then suggested an appropriate blog title, What Are You Willing to Sacrifice?
I must have tucked that question into my subconscious…
HERE’S WHAT HAPPENED
I awoke at 1:30 AM to the realization that CalmUp® was over. This wasn’t just a possible option; this was a definitive decision based on solid reasoning:
1. I thought that I wasn’t living my priority as a wife.
2. I thought that I wasn’t living my priority as a mom.
3. I had developed a business plan but so far seemed to mostly have a hobby.
How could I preach buzzing when I found myself clearly busy? The weekend was over, and I hadn’t done my laundry, cleaned the bathroom, planned meals, or worked in the garden. What was I willing to sacrifice?
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